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- been only getting five hours sleep lately, which is frustrating. I go to sleep at regular hours but I'll have a disturbed sleep or something. Today I felt like such complete rubbish I had to go home right after lecture. I slept for about two hours and still feel like rubbish. I was looking forward to Grad Club Night but just couldn't handle the idea of being around strangers, because I felt like a stranger in my own body.

I don't really know what to do about it right now. All I know is that it's interfering with my work and it's frustrating. And somewhat anxiety-inducing. But that sort of makes the disassociation even worse?? Ugh.

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This morning's dream was clearly the wrapping up of a ghosthunting story that brought together some disparate characters, like a poor teen girl who doesn't speak much, a teen boy pretending to be rich, older woman who I think works as a teacher but is a retired police officer, a business man in his 40s, and a preppy 20-something. Took place in some block of abandoned antiques? Why these characters, I don't know, but the teens successfully trapped the ghost in a balloon, and flushed it with holy water (???) and the older lady was like "this is tiring, I don't want to live in a place where we have to be so hostile to spirits" (she's a little ~woowoo) and there story ended with the teens taking the antique that the ghost was trapped in to some pawnshop run by his friends.

IDK. It was weird.