Hrm. What-the-fuck-ever?

[jhameia]

There was gonna be a super-long, dramatic, LJ entry, worthy of the Ehl-Jay name, but then I decided it's not worthwhile at the moment.

I am way too angry to do anything that I won't regret (sure, some may take exception to the entry on Honesty, but I'm glad I wrote that because it puts into writing something I've been thinking about for a long while), and I really don't want to deal with this right now. There IS a solution, as there is to all things, but I'm too angry to be able to see it clearly.

I've been angry since yesterday and this evening I got a phone call which only made me boil a bit more and made me realize I'm DEFINITELY not in the right frame of mind to deal with this properly. I said shit I now wish I shouldn't have, and I'm regretting even picking up the phone. Mrrr. Note to self: Next time, read screen before answering.

So I'm going to sleep instead, and maybe I'll sleep better knowing one of us has already made up his mind for the both of us. You know. Maybe. (Okay, I lie, I haven't been sleeping well since New Year's Day. Why should tonight be any different?)

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